I'VE MOVED.

AMOURDELICIEUX

Hi, I'm back. I promise this will be the last time I'll be using my computer. Hahaha, honestly I have been slacking for the past four days. Post Prelims syndromes, but it's start to start the engine and head straight and move on! :)

I seriously thank God for the past four days! I had such a awesome rest, just what I needed. I bet those smarty panties will be mugging their hearts out and using their time wisely :) I'm glad they did that, unlike me. But I really needed it, I know excuse right.

I've absolutely no clue on what I want to do suddenly, the road seems blurred. Can I even make it? I may joke about it and say I'm gonna open a stationary store but inside me I'm really afraid. I've been such a coward all my life. If you ever had the impression that I'm bold, you're prolly wrong.

Let's pray that I survive the next few months, please take me through. I know I did You wrong. Don't ditch me :( I feel really lonely inside. Help me to fall in love with You! I need it. The void.... By which, only you can fill.

Random fact: But I have grown so close to my grandmother that I want her to live on forever. It hurts me to see her hurting. I seriously love old people so much and now that my dream of living with my Ahma came true. I'm like a superglue sticking permanently to her ♥

My castle dream came crashing down.

Lastly, it's amazing how two friends are apart and they are still so similar. In my last post, I talked about how much I treasured you and I mean it. I grew very dependent on you. But now, it's different and it won't be the same. You deserve better, not someone around to use you. You blogged that you were going through your archive & I was shocked cause I did the exact same thing. I went through your archive to look back and think about all that we have been through. Thanks for the memories.

Wow, it's been two months haha I highly doubt anyone even comes here anymore. It's like antique :) Believe it or not, it took me a while to think of my blogadd. What a joke! I have seriously no clue on why I'm here, prolly because I felt really down this afternoon and needed a place to contain my thoughts. ''Sometimes in life, even if you try your hardest eventually you still fall. Why? Because you can never do anything by yiur strength, everyone needs God :) '' I'm sorry, I tried to do things on my own. It will never be sufficient no matter how hard I try. That's why, Commit everything to the Lord Jesus Christ and everything else will just fall in place :)

I'm so tired. I know everyone is feeling the way too. I have been succumbing to the lies of the devil for the past few months :( and it's really time to snap out of it :( Screwdriver you! Because of that my morale and confidence and everything else you can think has officially dropped to the bottom line and now it's negative! Like I said it's time to move on. I really thank God for all my friends around, giving me the endless support because I'm such a dumb and loser friend :( they are always there!!! When I'm sad, they try their very best in all sorts of various ways to see me smile again :)

Special shout out to Nanny Lim :) Icecream milltea was became my favourite drink not only because it tastes nice but becuase of what you did that made me love it even more :) love! Thanks bomb for awesomehotline that's not even 24hours hahahhaahhaha :)

I used to have another friend who was always there for me like literally always! But now, I lost that friend. That person actually meant alot to me, someone that knows me more than I know myself at times. You were once important but you left & I had to do it. Sorry. Now we are pratically strangers someone that once meant so much decided to breakfree. I know at times, I made use of you but I did it cause we weere that close to even mind about anything. Thanks have a grreat life. Ps. My hair smells nice, it's 230am and I'm gonna sleepppppp. Prelims sucks & I'm gonna be the top scorer hahhaha keeding :)